Blessings NeeDed...

I am very happy now because tml is Singapore National Day and it is a public holiday. Will be taking time off on Friday. So, will be going home till Sunday. Yeah... Really look forward to this "long" holiday. Got few things i plan to do in this holiday. Go to do facial and to dye my hair. I want to dye dark red colour. REally feel like changing my image. Hope that after i dye my hair to red colour, everything will be very smooth and 红运当头. Superstitious?? A bit lo....

Very busy at work. Many ongoing projects for my process and my tools. At times, i feel very lost as i don't know where and how to start. I always feel that i am not capable and i don know how to manage my time. Always like don't have enough time to finish my work. Very inefficient. I see my partner and my other colleague. I feel that they are very good and capable. Really wish that i will be like them. Confidence and capable. I am really lack of confidence. I always scare that my process will have issue and don't trust myself and my judgement. Everything scare. Very useless. I know i must be STRONG and BRAVE. If not, it is really difficult to survive... Haiz...

Frankly speaking, i have learnt a lot after i joined my new company. I need to perform qualification, do a lot of plannings, need to buy machine, need to call meeting and a lot of new attempts. I know that these experiences will be very useful for my career. That's why no matter how hard and how stress it is, i MUST be STRONG and BRAVE. This is what i always remind myself....

My master course will be started in next week. Really scare that i cannot cope. However, i will still try my best because i know this is a good chance to upgrade myself. To make myself have more market value. Hence, i must GANBATTE...

NOW, i really need a lot of blessings in my Work and Study... Pray pray...