Very very DOWN....

I am feeling rather down now. Why?? Because of my work lo....

One of my experiment lots Etest result was out. The yield is bad for all the wafers. I felt very sad and very sian when i saw the results. I dont know whether my experiment got prob or wat. However, i knew that my experiment was too complicated and too many manual handling. Actually can guess that the yield won't be that good. I was quite suay that i carried out this experiment in this period. My fab encountered many issue. Last week, we encountered N2 supply shortage. Many lots were held at the safe zone. Of course, my lots were parked for about 1 day. And, these few days, we are facing other defectivity issue (which will cause low yield) from other downstream process. Suspected the low yield of my lot was due to the issue also. But, not very sure. I really hope it is. If not, i really don't konw how to explain the low yield. Tml, another 2 lots results will be come out. I have feeling that the yield won't be good also. Haiz....

And, for this project, i have to go for a process change presentation. Many procedure needs to follow but i dont know how. My senior supposed to guide me/ work with me. However, she has personal issue and will on leave for some time. And, it has a very tight timeline. I really don't know how. Next week, my partner will be on leave. Only will leave me alone. I feel stressed. I don't think i have the ability to handle everything. I think i will be very cham in these few weeks. Next week is my birthday liao. Actually should be happy. But, don't think i will be happy leh... Really dont dare to imagine the situation.

Sometimes, i will think that is it a right choice for me to leave STM. A comfort zone. No stress, not much responsibility, high increment... This year is good for ppl who born in Monkey year to change job. However, seems like it is not applied to me. Really very low morale...