Fat Vs Slim...

Don't know why recently i suddenly feel very sad of being PLUMP especially when i want to buy clothes. I tried to go swimming and jogging more frequent. However, those parts that i am fat in are very difficult to slim down, like arm and thigh. Haiz...:(
Sometimes, i really hope to go to those slimming centre to undergo treatment. I know that it is useless unless you have very strong determination. And, i know i DON'T HAVE. So, i MUST not waste the $$$.
Think i have to try to face the reality. Maybe it is fate...
Anyway, still hope that there is a day that i can slim down...:) Bless for me...:p